Sick and tired of being sick and tired! My piece of crap car has decided to overheat again... 5 times now since I've had the thing (2 years). So far I have had to put in a radiator, thermostat, fan clutch, and 2 hoses. A bypass hose started leaking the other day so I ordered a new one and my boyfriend but the new one on and the car is now overheating... before the part it was just leaking water but it wasn't overheating... now it won't stay at operating temperature for long and it quickly goes up. I don't know what's wrong with the piece of crap and for some reason there is a weird sludge in the water resevoir.... ugh just thinking about this car gives me a headache!

In other news... I am sick and tired of people bashing me for being bigger. Yes I'm bigger, yes I'm trying to be a plus size model, and yes I am fat or whatever word you would like to use. Being bigger DOES NOT make me any less of a person nor does it make me any better than anyone else. The other day some woman wrote a comment on my Facebook fanpage for my modeling and she wrote that she used to be 325 pounds and is trying to lose weight for health reasons and said that fat is not attractive and that when I get older I will realize that being big is not attractive and that it causes a lot of health problems. She isn't even a fan on my page she just randomly came onto MY page spreading her hate. I sent her a private message back and no response from her... I will not take crap like that from people. Not only is it rude and disrespectful it's saddening that just because I am confident and she is not that she feels like she has the right to go on my page. I also let her know being big CAN cause health problems and that I am probably healthier than some as I do not have high blood pressure, nor do I have high cholesterol, and I do not have diabetes. I'm tired of people hating on me when they are big themselves! It's not right. I'm tired of being bullied... I had enough of that shit in school and I don't deserve that in adulthood.